"Well I think that..."

happy birthday!

2008-04-12T00:57:53Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JULES! :D

Random declaration.

2008-03-26T03:48:57Z

I LOVE LIZ! :D <3 :D <3 :D

I PROMISE

2008-02-10T01:51:02Z

I PROMISE
- to be a best friend for anyone and everyone who wants or needs me
- to always tell the truth
- to love everyone equally, if not in the same ways
- to take time for myself
- to try my hardest
- to realize I am human and thus, I am not perfect, and will not stick to all of these all the time
- to love myself
- to have fun
- to keep my cool more often
- to accept the past and realize I'm not the same person, I have changed and I can continue to change
- to never give up
- to go after my dreams
- to realize and accept not everyone is of the same moral intergrity and to learn to watch my own back
- to always be willing to try new things
- to be open to life
- to keep my promises

WOOT!

2007-12-02T20:28:07Z

Your results:
You are Green Lantern

Green Lantern		95%
Superman		90%
Spider-Man		90%
Wonder Woman		80%
Supergirl		75%
Robin		65%
Catwoman		65%
Hulk		50%
Batman		45%
The Flash		45%
Iron Man		45%

Hot-headed. You have strong
will power and a good imagination.

Click here to take the Superhero Personality Quiz

I am bad to the bone...

2007-12-01T20:44:18Z

Not because I lifted this meme from Kate, *hugs duh-linkkk* but because I should TOTALLY be finishing up my GSA story and sending it to Cassi and Courtney because they agreed to beta it! >.< Well, a happy writer IS a productive writer soo...

1) Make a list of 15 Musicians/Actors/Athletes/whoever, that you find attractive.
2) Order them from 1 to 15, 1 being the hottest to you.
3) Find a picture of each
4) Post the pictures from 15 to 1, explaining why you find that person hot.

DISCLAIMER: I will most likely lose ALL SANITY and COHERENCY around about...*thinks* number 13 or so so do not expect good explainations. I mean, really, I will most likely just start drooling and hitting keys. >.<

15. PETE WENTZ

He's just so crazy it's hott. I can't offer any other explaination. And Fall Out Boy is one of my favorite bands. :D He's cute, he's hyper, he's everywhere at once...how I'd pay to have HIM teach me guitar! >.o

14. Edward Speelers

Eragon sucked harder than the book but, he's so majorly hott it balances out. :D

13. Henry Cavill

It's the eyebrows. I dunno why, but, those eyebrows get me. It's weird, I know, but I don't care. :)

12. MIKEY WAY

*grins like an idiot* hehehehehehe... He's so unbelieveably cute. He is the reason I love all bassists. He's amazing. And in another band I like. My Chemical Romance. I always fall hardest for the guys in band(s). Sadly, he is married. Happiness is that he looks twice and cute without glasses as with! Any way I can be that bass in my next life if the coincedence thing doesn't work out?

11. WILLIAM BECKETT

X-* Totally ignoring the fact that he probably weighs the same as me because he's so damn skinny. :D <---- That's my explaination. His voice, especially in Snakes on a Plane and We've Got a Big Mess on Our Hands, just guh!

10. APOLLO ANTON OHNO

Ohno? It should be OH YESSSS! He's got a cool personality, and can multitask, he's being unbelieveably hott AND supporting AIDS in Africa...er, the end of AIDS in Africa that is. Haha. Speedskating is so much more fun to watch with him. :D

9. MICHAEL PHELPS

CURSE THAT ONE TINY PIECE OF FABRIC KEEPING THIS PICTURE DECENT! CURRRRSEEEE ITTTT! Really, just LOOK at him! He's the reason I watch the summer Olympics. Also, he's got an outie bellybutton. That's so cute! Hahahaha!

8. HEATH LEDGER

Really, just look at him. He just gives off this awesome spirit. And he looks so sweet. It's cute. :D One of my fav. actors for sure. Not just because he's nice to look at either.

7. RYAN SHECKLER

He's probably the closest one on here agewise but...that doesn't matter. He skateboards for those who don't know, which if you don't feel free to go beat yourself up for living a life without knowing this cutie so far. >.o I can't skateboard. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA <--- That's just HOW BAD I AM. But, I admire those who can. Although, I wouldn't mind learning... *nudgenudgewinkwinkcough* Also he has such pretty hazel/green eyes! I do not find him as attractive as I used to though because he's starting to look like Zach Efron who I'm not particularly fond of I must say.

6. JAMES AND OLIVER PHELPS

Now I'm all for twins having separate identities but they look the same so I see no point to pick just one! Anyways... they love the Red Hot Chili Peppers. I love the Red Hot Chili Peppers. It's a sign. >.>

5. PRINCE HARRY

I love red hair. It's so sexy/cute/handsome/whatever. And freckles. And he's a prince. How much better does it get?!

4. Steven Strait

Apparently, it gets A LOT BETTER! He's enough to make anyone hott AND bothered AT THE SAME TIME! He was good in The Covenant. :D Stephenie Meyer wanted him as Jacob but says he's too old now. I say, we can overlook that. >.o

3. CHASE CRAWFORD

Can we say STUNNING? Now I'm going to be weird here and point out just how sexy those eyebrows are! I mean...wow. And his eyes, they're just breathtaking. He's gorgeous. It's crazy. It drives me crazy. It makes me talk in short sentences.

2. SKANDAR KEYNES

*giggleblush* That's what I did EVERY TIME he came on screen. And I was wrong, HE is the closest to my age. He's like...3-4 months older than me. :D Now, I just need to find a non-stalkerish way to give him my number... jk Anyways, if you don't know what movie he was in, and the sequel coming soon, you live under a rock which makes me wonder how you have internet... Those eyes! They're some of the prettiest brown eyes I've ever seen. Actually, the only person who has prettier brown eyes is my friend Travis. His eyes are so totally real-life Edward Cullen eyes. I must get a picture of them and then you will see. However, Skandar's are a pretty dark color. I love them. He has freckles. They're so cute! I love freckles! *has freckle fetish* I mean, look at my list! And those lips! I love his smile. Those are some kissable lips, dude! How I need to shut up and stop FANGIRL!blabbering... He, however perfect I find him, comes in second only to...

1. SPIDERMAN/ TOBEY MAGUIRE!!

He really is. I mean, you knew this was coming. What kind of list would it be otherwise? I have a superhero fetish and I'm NOT ASHAMED TO ADMIT IT! Do I even need to explain this? I mean he's a good guy, well no shit sherlock but, he's smart, and geeky, and cute, and funny, and...JUST WATCH THE MOVIES! *walks off*

You know you want to take it...

2007-10-04T23:35:01Z

   So why resist? :-*

       http://www03.quizyourfriends.com/quizpage.php?quizname=071004193142-128975

Just read

2007-09-22T18:46:54Z

         I was reading V for Vendetta quotes, totally am going to re-rent that now, but I came across this and thought, OMG this needs posted for those who haven't seen the movie.

Closing Credits Music Voiceover - Male: Concerning non-violence: It is criminal to teach man not to defend himself when he is the constant victim of brutal attacks.
Closing Credits Music Voiceover - Female: Sex and Race, because they are easy, visible differences, have been the primary ways of organising human beings into superior and inferior groups and into the cheap labour on which this system still depends. We are talking about a society in which there will be no roles other than those chosen, or those earned. We are really talking about Humanism.



          Even now, in the most insignifigant ways, this remain to be true. Example, tan skin is considered prettier than pale. Seems rather stupid and yet it's true.

is scowling

2007-09-21T01:19:08Z

Bookjunkie92 (10:22:19 AM):[Offline IM sent 7h and 4m ago] Also, I wanted you to pass something along to Miranda. Her adopted little sister has already gotten into trouble this year. She skipped school with her boyfriend and went to Grandmother's house while Grandmother was away. Kind of a juvenile delinquent variation of "Little Red Riding Hood." Anyways, I took her into my care for in-school. Kind of hoped that I made some sort of impression, which I obviously didn't, as she skipped a class the following day to go to 7-11. Miranda told me not to waste my time on this project, but I am, after all, an incurable optimist. Still, someone is going to lose my support and aid if she doesn't come around quickly.
Bookjunkie92 (10:22:26 AM):[Offline IM sent 7h and 4m ago] From Mr. Scott

B/C we all know I see Nikkia all the time. I am going to send her a message though. This is pissing me off. *scowls some more* I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO DO! I DON'T KNOW AT ALL! NO CLUES! *feels lost and helpless*

              Meanwhile, I am the worst flirt in history. No matter what I know on it, it's the application of the process that makes me horrid. Is it b/c the object on which I am attempting to persuade into my favor is closer to home then last time? Is it b/c if I fail, I have much to lose and therefore I've become passive-agressive in my subconcious in order to prevent the devastating fall? *sigh* I need to get over it, b/c it's a far worse risk to not risk than to jump in, feet first. I WOULD NOT LOSE IF I JUST TRIED HARDER!

              But IN GOOD NEWS, I UNDERSTAND DIAMENSIONAL ANALYSIS! :D It only took me three days! :D Course, I didn't really TRY TIL TODAY. But still...

              Now, to take this back to depressing...

              I am going to buy a taser...or just bring my bat to school. After school, James and Briton ganged up on me and invade my personal space 27 times in under 5 minutes, a new record, I think. I mean, that sounds hypocritical b/c I don't get all POed when Christian or David or Philip or one of my other guy friends pokes/tickles me but it's different when they do it. They are teasing, and they don't go too far with it. They don't overdo it. They cut it out when I ask them to and mean it. The aforementioned idiots do not, and besides BRITON HAS A GIRLFRIEND! HE DOESN'T NEED TO BE HUGGING ME! I MEAN FOR GOSH SAKE! That's not right. I mean, once again, I sound hypocritical, but it's not like hugging David, who is dating Torri, I mean, with David, he's a friend only. With Briton, I'm not so sure that friends only thing is on both sides if you catch my drift and I don't want to go pissing off girls that I have classes with and are much bigger than little ol' me. If there was any reason to have a b/f, it would be just b/c I need someone to protect me since Kacy is only avaliable at certain times...

               But, yeah. It stinks. Although, the songs that I've looked up on Christian's recommendations are making it slightly better. :D

squees over secret joyness

2007-09-13T23:08:09Z

How to tell you're a real writer...*bold those that apply*

Do you welcome "writer's insomnia"-- that flood of creative ideas that keeps you wide-awake and excited for hours?

Do you have several cups, cans, or jars filled with pens, pencils and colored markers sitting on flat surfaces throughout your house or apartment? Do you put dry pens or markers back in the containers?

Are printer ink, paper and your "special" pen priorities on your shopping list? Have you ever returned home to discover you got the book you wanted on writing the perfect synopsis but you forgot the milk?

Have you ever been at a fine restaurant and noticed an interesting diner? As much as you try not to, you can't stop watching them because he or she serendipitously inspires the perfect secondary character for your novel or short story?

Do you critique movies as you watch them; deciding what character flaw would have been more interesting or plot line less predictable or ending more dramatic? Does this habit annoy your non-writing friends?

When you hear news stories about killer bees or flesh-eating bacteria or heinous crimes, are you more interested in the dramatic story potentials of such facts than the alarming elements of the story?

Are you able to embrace the goofy, eccentric people in your life because you have a genuine appreciation for the "characters" of the world?

Can you write regardless of the weather, a bad back, a head cold, hunger pangs, body odor, police sirens, ringing phones or impending surgery?

Do you ruminate on past arguments so you can capture the rhythm of the dialogue for a story you're writing? Are all disagreements "grist for the writing mill?"

Do the people you live with think you spend too much time traveling the creative, synopsis-filled world of your mind?

Your parents threaten to take you to a psychologist because you talk about the voices in your head. notices strange looks What? They're only my characters.

You carry a notebook and pen with you everywhere just in case.

You have an addiction to notebooks. Furthermore, your friends are under orders to keep you away from the notebook section of any store.

You give in and decide you don't care how weird you look and take out your laptop and start typing away happily while everyone around is dancing.

You manage to convert the whole party to writing and pass the laptop around so everyone can get a turn.

You have an addiction to pens/pencils and always gravitate to the ones in the display case.

Your bookshelf is lined with writing books.

The rest of your bookshelf is full of books that you wrote in grade school and beyond.

You think there's nothing weird about running down your laptop battery in an airport by writing for two straight hours about nothing in particular.

You're female, but your parents are more wary of lending your their credit card when you're heading to a bookstore than if you were going clothing shopping.

You're extremely picky about getting college-ruled paper, because "standard-ruled doesn't allow you to fit as much on one page."

You can't stand your English class because all of the stuff they want you to write about is, in your opinion, completely pointless, and if they'd just let you write about anything, you could easily come up with an awesome 20 page essay.

You find yourself talking out loud to yourself about how a character in your story would react to a certain situation.

You then proceed to act out said situation, dialogue and all...regardless of the fact that you live in a dorm, and the walls aren't thick enough to stop people living next to you from hearing you talking to yourself.

You have competitions with people you don't know as to who can write more in fifteen minutes.

You write 4 pages as opposed to two for a report and have to condense the font even if it's not allowed.

You know you're a writer when you read an article in Scientific American about the existence of parallel universes and you immediately start thinking about how a depressed college student would react to ending up in an alternate universe.

You know you're a writer when you can build an epic fantasy trilogy around a single bumper sticker.

When you started to listen to music constantly so your parents wouldn't overhear you talking to yourself. You still do this even though you live in a dorm. In fact, you have the music on specifically so people can't tell when you're talking to yourself.

When you can judge a book by its cover.

When you can tell what decade a book is from by the style of the cover.

When you are shocked when your mother says, "We don't need more bookcases; we just need to sell the books we have. We have too many. After all, there's no way you're going to read any of them again. I don't see you reading them now."
My response to that was, "Mom, the reason you don't see me reading them more often is because I remember the plots so well it's pointless."

When you remember the plot twists of a book you read once four years ago.

When you read published books and think that you could write it better.

When someone asks you a question and you reply with "that's the PERFECT catchphrase for insert character's name here !!"

You wake up in the middle of the night because you just dreamed up the best idea and drag yourself out of bed to write it down before you forget it tomorrow.

When you get the urge to write, you HAVE to write or you feel highly uncomfortable and get pissed off if you don't.

When you procrastinate like hell in your spare time, but when it comes time to go to a family dinner or something, you take precious pieces of paper, notepad, and pen just so you can plot in your head and jot down ideas while you're eating.

You randomly find a short story you wrote several years earlier while cleaning out your closet, and revise it so that it is much better, and you feel as though you have found and restored a lost priceless piece of art.

You know your characters better than your family/significant other

Because you have no more space on a bookshelf, you have piles of books assorted throughout the house, on your bedroom floor, in your closet, under the bed, on your bureau, and inside some of the drawers.

You are severely angry with yourself when you neglect writing down plot ideas and forget them the next day, and spend hours retracing your thoughts until you figure out what that plot was... and then you change it almost completely so it is 10 times better than it originally was.

You spend your time on this website when you should really be doing that English essay that's due tomorrow, on a topic that you feel wastes your writing efforts. cough . cough .

You can easily write a ton of these jokes... because they are true for you.

When you realize that these aren't jokes, but life truisms.

When you wish that you didn't use your Alphasmart in class because you can't draw that cool little device that might or might not be an important symbol to the characters in your book.

You scribble stories on every scrap of paper in any of your school notebooks, much to the amusement of your teachers.

Any web page you look at gives you fifteen billion ideas.

If you had the time, not even the bible (or any other holy book really, regardless of your own religion) would be safe from your personal twist on it.

You know you're a writer when, while surfing the web, you have this nearly uncontrollable urge to go around correcting the bad spelling and grammar in every post you read. 'Then' and 'than' being the biggest culprits, causing you to see red. ('Would of' and 'should of' coming next.)

You've overcome your notebook addiction because now you own a laptop you bought specifically for writing.

You get disgrunteld when people you know who failed at previous writing contests fail to try again.

When you're the only one in the office and instead of work you're typing plot ideas to mail to your home computer

You threaten bloody murder if you catch another family member using your 'special' pen. (_ so many times...)

The pleasure of reading a really great book is marred just a little by the fact that you didn't write it.

You realize that everything you've ever written is garbage and you vow never to write another word, but you still get up the next morning and carry on writing as if nothing had happened.

You spend your lunch and breaks jotting down story outlines and wonder why one contains a lot of sex.

Your house is only clean when you have writer's block.

You have plot outlines/notes/bits of poetry mixed in with things like chemistry forumlas, because you didn't even want to waste time switching notebooks in class to write down ideas

You constantly find yourself mentioning writing as a normal activity among people who have no clue what you're on about

You feel the urge to read every post that you write once it's published just to check for errors.

If you find any errors, you can't rest until you have edited and fixed any mistakes.

You've started talking to the characters in your head during class and severly frightened the teacher. *points at Neville* IT WAS HIS FAULT! ...And mine...I guess >.>

Your English teacher gives you a short story writing assignment and you actually squeal like a little girl (with no offense to persons little or girl implied).

Everyone in your family is firmly convinced that you're going to make it as a writer, though you can't remember any of them ever reading your work. That confidence has to come from somwhere, right?

When writing about incesteous twins and their sucidial triplet seems like a good idea

When the little things spark intense writing

When lyrics inspire you to write something (anything), as long as it conveys the hidden message between said lyrics

When you have the urge to start writing down things you say to use them for future reference in a novel

If you aren't happy unless you're reading at least three books and writing five.

When you have a five magic pens

When you have a hundred stories stored on your hardrive, none of them finished

Career meme

2007-09-13T02:25:58Z

1.
Art / Music Therapist *Loves*

2.
Cook *LOVES EVEN MORE*

3.
Motivational Speaker *HAHA*

4.
Sport Psychology Consultant *What's that?*

5.
Genetic Counselor *Again, what's that?*

6.
Psychologist *OMG! LOVES THE MOSTEST NOW*

7.
Special Effects Technician *ROCKING!*

8.
Dietitian *Eh, no.*

9.
Pet Groomer *PUPPIES! SQUEES*

10.
Sign Maker *O.o*

11.	Actor That'd be kinda fun
12.	Desktop Publisher What do they do again?
13.	Kinesiologist Dunno what that is either
14.	Gerontologist Okay, most of these are things I've never heard of. How the heck are they ideal careers or whatever if I didn't know they existed?
15.	Jeweler SHINY!
16.	Craftsperson FUN!
17.	Cartoonist / Comic Illustrator LOVES
18.	Fashion Designer Eh, I hate sheeple, why would I create them?
19.	Potter OMG! I MARRY ALBUS SEVERUS!
20.	Stock Clerk Eh, ewwww!
21.	Animator WOOT!
22.	Animal Breeder LMAO Um, how about a big NO!
23.	Psychiatrist YES!
24.	Recreation Therapist Maybe...
25.	Magician LMAO, That's kinda odd
26.	Dancer YAY
27.	Marriage and Family Therapist LMAO, That'd be something worth seeing... Me to family: I DON'T CARE! YOU ALL ARE SO STUPID! YOU ALL JUST FIGHT TO BE FIGHTING! THERE IS NO LEGITIMATE REASON FOR IT!
28.	Taxidermist EWWWWWWWWWWW
29.	Clergy I'd rather die...
30.	Stuntperson FRIGGIN YEAH
31.	Graphic Designer Um, DUH! kinda what I'm studying for
32.	Artist Once again, DUH
33.	Comedian I have had this recommended to me more than once actually
34.	Art Director Fun...
35.	Casting Director YES!
36.	Print Journalist Why does this need print in front of it?
37.	Critic My natural calling
38.	Public Relations Specialist No.
39.	Musician YAY
40.	Housekeeper I'd rather be a clergy(wo)man...gags*

So...

2007-09-12T02:33:58Z

I need a hug. But not like, friend hug. Well yes friend hug, but with more to it. Anyone with boobs is immediately not allowed to hug me. I don't need that kind of hug. I don't care how small they are either. No.

throws up

2007-08-30T23:16:21Z

I feel like throwing up but I can't b/c I don't think you can be so emotionally crappy that you do that. Or if you can, I'm not quite there yet.

I lack so much tact and charm it's not cool. I need some to help in these kinda problems. What problem you ask? Well...I don't do well with unwanted attentions, let's just say that. And it's even worse when you are friends with them. Course, I could be overreacting but I don't think so anymore. Which stinks for me. The only thing good about that is I have class(es) after that and then waiting for my bus so I don't have to think on it til I get home and am alone. Then it beats me down all at once. Shit, shit, shit. And I've been trying to stop swearing so like, I've only said 10 or less swearwords including those and that stinks b/c I have no way to release any of this crappy feeling. But I will have to learn other sources of anger management I suppose. I would have had to at some point or another. I just really want to beat something. I need Tristian's punching bag and my bat. Apparently that's good release, as said by CM.

*hugsquishes Neville*

Gah! CONCIOUS! SHUT. IT. UP.

2007-08-29T01:36:56Z

               Today was better. I didn't get lost. I saw less people but the ones I did see I saw for longer. I went off campus for lunch which was like...scary. I mean, WHOA people must hate the lunch hour in Dairy Queen, Pizza Place, Doppio's, 7/11 and Rax. It's packed like heck. Hehe, PHS doesn't have it though! *sticks out tongue at them* Course we lose it next year. :(

               Well I went to Mr. Blanc who is the counselor for sophomores and I am getting bumped up to Honor's in science which is great but makes me feel bad, like I'm dissing them by going to a harder class. >.> I know that's stupid but it's how I feel.

               Liz is not online. This saddens me. Mask is not either. Neville wants me to write but I feel kinda crumby and I need to shower. I will stop this post here so I can do that.

sticks out tongue

2007-08-26T01:25:37Z

1. How many keys are on your keychain?
One, and it's buried it a ton of keychains

2. What curse word do you use the most?
It depends, recently it's been fuck since it's so versatile.

3. Do you own an iPod?
Nope. CDs 4ever!

4. What time is your alarm clock set for?
9:45 AM and then 10:00 and then for 10 mintue intervals after that. I need persistent ringing and vibrations shaking me before I will get up. Not my fault beds are so freaking comfy!

5. How many suitcases do you own?
None, I use my Gryffindor/Slytherin bag

6. Do you wear flip-flops even when it's cold outside?
Nope, I only wear them when I'm in school so I can slip them off and sit Indian style comfortably :D

7. Where do you buy your groceries from?
It varies

8. Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture?
Depends on who all is involved

9. What was the last movie you watched?
Wild Hogs, mom was watching when I came down

10. Do any of your friends have children?
Not yet...*eyeroll*

11. If you won the lottery, what's the first thing you'd buy?
My way into college

12. Has anyone ever called you lazy?
yep

13. Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep faster?
No, although the thought has occured to me more than once

14. What CD is currently in your CD player?
Nothing, CD player's batteries are DEAD :(

15. Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
Chocolate, regular tastes odd

16. Has anyone told you a secret this week?
No, matter of time though

17. Did you watch cartoons as a child?
I still watch some cartoons now. Is there some age limit I wasn't aware of?

18. What did you have for dinner?
Wendy's *sigh*

19. Do you wear hoodies often?
Every chance I get

20. Can you whistle?
Yep

21. Who was the last person to call you?
Someone from some number I don't know but it had to be someone I know or something b/c it was my cell and most people don't know my number or that I even got one

22. What is your favorite ride at an amusement park?
Anything that spins and jerks you, like the Scrambler

23. Do you think people talk about you behind your back?
I know, I've heard things they've said.

24. How big is your local mall?
Not that big

25. How many siblings do you have?
None

26. Are you shy around the opposite sex?
Sometimes

27. What is your biggest regret?
Let's not go there

28. Have you ever had Jamba Juice?
What?

29. When was the last time you laughed so much your sides hurt?
Hm...good question...the tampon incident?

30. What movie do you know every line to?
Harry Potter, 50 First Dates, and gah! Now I'm forgetting the name

31. Do you own any band T-shirts?
Yes

32. When was your last plane ride?
Never had one

33. Do you have a desktop computer or a laptop?
Desktop, I'd like a laptop

34. Which do you make: wishes or plans?
Both

35. Are you always trying to learn new things?
Yes, I love learning new things.

36. Do you shower on a daily basis?
Most of the time, somedays I don't even get out of bed, let alone into the shower

37. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
Yes, a tattoo of lips on my ass

38. Do you believe that the guy should pay on the first date?
Depends on the people on the date. I, personally, can buy my own meal thankyouverymuch.

39. Have you ever been to Jamaica?
Nope, I'm not one for the beaches and the likes

40. What kind of snack do you eat at the movie theaters?
I don't normally

41. Who was/is your favourite teacher?
Mr. K and Mr. Scott and Aquaman and really, I think I liked most of my Jr High teachers with a few exceptions

42. Have you ever dated someone out of your race?
Not yet

43. What is the weather like?
I dunno, I can't see outside b/c it's dark. :-p It was raining earlier though! :D :D :D

44. Would you ever date someone covered in tattoos?
Maybe...depends

45. Do you have an online journal?
No, I was thinking of getting one though. I've heard great things about this..."Livejournal" place?

46. What was/is your favourite class in high school?
Haven't started HS yet, ONE MORE DAY! NOOOOOOOO!!

47. Do you enjoy traveling via airplanes?
I dunno

48. What personality trait is a must-have in the opposite sex?
An intelligent, humorous brain

49. Have you ever been attracted to someone physically unattractive?
Yes, course I didn't think they were...beauty is in the eye of the beholder

50. When was the last time you slept on a floor?
Hm...when I was at Alex's?

51. What is your favourite alcoholic drink?
None

52. Does your closest Starbucks have a drive-thru?
I don't think we have a Starbucks around here

53. Do you like your living arrangement?
*growls*

54. What is your mother's home town?
Here

55. How many hours of sleep do you need to function?
Depends on how I've been sleeping the nights before and what I did/am doing that day

56. Do you eat breakfast daily?
Sometimes, somedays I just don't feel like stomaching much

57. What was the last thing to scare you?
Hm...my mom telling me to go to bed

58. Are your days full and fast-paced?
Not really, sometimes, but hardly. I'd like more days like that b/c I can work better

59. Did/do you ever get in trouble for talking in class?
No, see, I ALWAYS talk in class but the person I'm talking to or the person closest to me always get the blame. I tend to speak up and say it was me but sometimes the teachers don't believe me. *crosses arms indignantly*

60. What is your favourite fruit?
Strawberries

61. Do you pay attention to calories on the back of packages?
Yes, I always read the labels

63. Are you picky about spelling and grammar?
Spelling yes. I HATE spelling things wrong and if I think it's not right I ask how to spell it. Grammar, I'm so-so on. I let some things go whereas I crack down on stupid mistakes that there's no reason for.

64. Do you believe in life on other planets?
Possibly, that really depends on your defintion of "life"

65. Who was the last person to piss you off?
The mofo who gave me a virus. I shall find the bastard and kick his ass.

66. Do you believe that God has a gender?
No

67. What was the last thing you ate?
Dinner

68. Do you get along better with the same or opposite sex?
Depends

69. How did your parents pick your name?
Flipped a coin, it was between Maranda and Mariah

70. Do you like mustard?
Sure do

71. What do you tell yourself when times get hard?
"Pfft! Pull it together you weakling!" followed by various demeaning things

72. Would you ever sky dive?
Not crazy on the idea

73. Do you sleep on your side, tummy or back?
Tummy and side, tummy most of the time

74. What character from a movie most reminds you of yourself?
Nobody immediately comes to mind...maybe Janice from Mean Girls...

75. Have you ever bid for something on eBay?
No.

76. Do you enjoy giving hugs?
Sometimes. I'm not big on physical contact unless I'm feeling a strong emotion

77. Would you consider yourself to be fashionable?
*cacklesnort* T-Shirt + jeans + hoodies + tanks + Chucks= my wardrobe

78. Do you own a digital camera?
A small one that my mom got me. I would have been perfectly content to take hers but she doesn't trust me and dad was an ass when I even dared to think asking him to borrow his. It's b/c I'm a goddamn girl too! If I was a boy he would trust me with stuff but OH NO! MY FEMININE GENES WILL BREAK THE REMOTE IF I SO MUCH AS TOUCH IT! OMFG! RUN PEOPLE BEFORE I USE MY WOMANHOOD TO BREAK YOU TOO! *eyeroll*

79. What celebrities have you been compared to?
None

80. What books, if any, have made you cry?
HP, My Sister's Keeper, and that's about it

81. Do you think you're attractive?
Not when I'm yelling...

82. What are you allergic to?
Bees D:

83. Are you a jealous person?
I can be, but not unusually

84. What's your opinion on sex without emotional commitment?
Not cool, at all

85. Do you ever feel guilty after eating meat?
No. I only eat chicken normally and not enough to make me feel anything other than full >.o

86. If you were born the opposite sex, what would your name have been?
Andrew or Kyle...Ironic that's my nemisis's name, no?

87. What do you want to name your children?
Eden, Charles/Charlie, Farrah, Anna-Drew, and Issac/Isaac

88. Favorite pro teams?
Don't really got any

89. If you could be any animal, what would you be?
Lion, not sure why

90. Have you ever seen snow?
LOVE THAT STUFF

91. Been to Hollywood?
No

92.If you could marry anyone, who would it be?
O.O Committment? Keep it away!

Went through my computer. I lost everything. Except the avatars Liz sent me. Everything else is GONE. I'm trying to tell myself that this should be used as a cleansing experience and a fresh start, it's working except for when I think that I'm going ot have to re-load AIM, iTunes and my entire iTunes library, Photoshop, and Paintshop. ON DIALUP! *headdesk* So...don't worry if I'm not on AIM for a long time. *flails* AIM is the FIRST thing I'm loading as soon as mom fixes my internet connection. Gosh, I can't wait to get off this computer and back on mine.

Pointless...

2007-08-25T21:23:00Z

You are most like: You are Yellow
The clouds part and the smell of daffodils and daisies fill the air when you are around. Your sunny disposition cheers most, and makes others (the jealous and bitter ones) wish you'd never gotten out of bed.
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You are Yellow

The clouds part and the smell of daffodils and daisies fill the air when you are around. Your sunny disposition cheers most, and makes others (the jealous and bitter ones) wish you'd never gotten out of bed.

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I don't think I ever find my own memes, I always get them from others...

2007-08-21T17:40:34Z

Pick your birth month.
Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under a lj-cut.
Tag 5 people from your friends list.

DECEMBER:

Loyal and generous. ~~Sexy~~. ~~Patriotic~~. ~~Active in games and interactions.~~ Impatient and hasty. ~~Ambitious.~~ ~~Influential in~~ ~~organizations~~. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. ~~Loves praises.~~ ~~Loves attention.~~ Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

Really...I'd waltz with him...

2007-08-20T22:14:54Z

Finished GoF. :D Now I REALLY want to go to Georgia!!! Favorite actors that happen to play my favorite characters...together...in one place....I COULDN'T DREAM OF SOMETHING BETTER! >.O

~MJ~

Wow, they really don't think...

2007-08-20T01:51:19Z

               Well my mom finally explained why so many of my peers do stupid things. I mean, I suspected this, but hearing it from someone else that has been there is just...it makes it all concrete in a way.

              Why do they drink, experiment with drugs, have sex, etc? B/C of the thrill of it. They know if they get caught they are in BIG SHIT. To me, this makes like NO SENSE, most likely b/c I do things b/c I want to, not for "thrills". I mean, I HAVE done things that made me excited b/c I knew I shouldn't be doing it, but that's b/c I had an original and sincere desire to do it, I wasn't just being some rebellious teen drinking b/c I was told not to. (I haven't drunk by the way, that was just an example and nothing more.) Really though, that makes like NO sense to me. Maybe someday I will be faced with something that will make me understand. But like, now is not that time.

             I watched GoF, and I want to waltz with Neville. He's awesome. Liz ships Andy/George but I still love Neville bestest. :D I can't just push him away. And I've tried hard to do it. But I can't. It breaks my heart. >.o

slightly more calm

2007-08-19T10:36:13Z

              This is why I have friends in RL, to remind me of my good points and why I'm a good-ish person.

               Does anyone out there find my entries amusing or are they, as I have reason to assume, just generally not read? Or are they read and no one comments?

                                                                                          ~mj~

Ah, how my ears bleed...in theory

2007-08-19T10:31:31Z

                So, yeah, I don't want to sleep...DON'T JUDGE ME! :-P I like yelling that. It really makes people stop and shut up. Unless they're like me. Then they just rise above the challenge. I know no limits, I really don't. Especially when fighting/arguing. I HAVE TO BE RIGHT AND WIN! I DO NOT LOSE! It's just not in me to lose. If I do, I get severly annoyed. I love that about myself as horrible as it is. It's just so damn amusing to me when I think about it. Anywho...

              B/C I like to think I have a sense of humor, I started playing LeAnn Rimes's "Leaving's Not Leaving" when Liz signed off AIM. Hahahahahahahahahaha! Yesh, country, which I normally DETEST TO THE EXTREME! I really should do this more often, it's highly amusing to me.

             I really do love my icons too much. I think that's why I'm posting so freaking much. Or, b/c I like to post and talk and talk about what I'm thinking. I think there's something in that last sentence. Maybe it's b/c I'm using as much of my brain as I can before I start the numbing process for school. Yes, I KNOW numbing my brain is HORRID AND INEXCUSABLE but I CAN NOT TAKE LIFE if I DON'T. I seriously can't. I am quite serious to a degree when I thing if I didn't numb myself down a little I would become mentally unstable. *thinks back to being suicidal* Which is somewhere I DO NOT EVER want to go again! I am still not that comfortable talking about it or why I was like that, I don't like how it tends to make people look at me after I say that I almost killed myself. They just, GAH! STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT! I USED PAST TENSE PEOPLE! <------ I'D LOVE TO YELL THAT AT THEM! But I don't think I've told enough people to be allowed. And most of the ones I told I don't think remember or took me seriously; which in itself makes me want to stab a pillow.

            *SIGH* I really feel like hating something for some balance in my life. I don't think I hate anything and it's starting to throw me off. WILL SOMEONE PLEASE PISS ME OFF?! Goddamn it all the fucking hell! :X *feels better posting that*

              I should stop swearing. I really should, but it's like my only outlease for all my anger. And I have more anger than I should. I wonder if that's b/c I've been stuck with only my thoughts all summer or what? *kicks* Swearing is the signs of a weak mind trying to express itself. I really do think I have a weak mind. I don't get why people say I'm smart. Sure, I'm smarter than they are but that's not saying much considering the people I live around. >.< GAH! GAH! GAH! GAH! *growls* If I could cut my anger in 1/2 I'd be SO much happier.

              I want to meet an intelligent boy. Does such a thing exist? Really? Does it?


                                                                                            ~mj~

sings We are family! **/singing*

2007-08-19T08:05:22Z

                 B/C Cass adopted me and Liz. So we're her online kids. This was after talking about tattoos and how I shall be sleeping nude, with ice on my butt, with the curtians drawn. Sounds like something to look forward to. >.o

                So yeah, and like stuff. Liz gave me a hold bunch of icons that I love! I shall have to use them once I run through my new icons. :D :D

                *dances* WOOT! ICONS!

               Tis my last night to stay up. I want to stay up til 6! :D By gosh I will if I have any say about it!

                                                                                      ~mj~

Romeo, Romeo, where art thou Romeo?

2007-08-19T06:53:16Z

Course, I didn't really get why there's the hype about that play. It wasn't the best thing I've ever read. Anyways...

I need my George. Not the icon one or the book one, my RL George. Where is he? I am resisting the urge to get up and walk around out in the real world yelling for him. >.<

last updated 6 hrs ago

2007-08-19T06:12:51Z

          And in those six hours me and Liz pic spammed. :D

            So yeah, I keep feeling the floor of the loft sink down at random times like someone just walked behind me. It's starting to really bother me and freak me out. B/C the floor's really shaky so I'm getting more and more paranoid by the night. IT'S MAKING ME MAD! *pouts* Maybe someone's there with an invisibilty cloak? That'd be really weird. I'm going to shut up now.

          *giggles at icon*

I need details!!!

2007-08-18T23:06:01Z

My parents should build more staircases. Nothing gets out anger better than storming up some stairs. Course, I only have two flights so my anger management is limited.

When is "alittle while"? How the hell do I set my compy clock to "alittle while"? IT'S 7 RIGHT NOW!

Music across the oceans...

2007-08-18T22:15:40Z

Did you know the Phelps listen to Red Hot Chili Pepppers? That's cool. They're a good band.