Wow, they really don't think...

               Well my mom finally explained why so many of my peers do stupid things. I mean, I suspected this, but hearing it from someone else that has been there is just...it makes it all concrete in a way. 

              Why do they drink, experiment with drugs, have sex, etc? B/C of the thrill of it. They know if they get caught they are in BIG SHIT. To me, this makes like NO SENSE, most likely b/c I do things b/c I want to, not for "thrills". I mean, I HAVE done things that made me excited b/c I knew I shouldn't be doing it, but that's b/c I had an original and sincere desire to do it, I wasn't just being some rebellious teen drinking b/c I was told not to. (I haven't drunk by the way, that was just an example and nothing more.) Really though, that makes like NO sense to me. Maybe someday I will be faced with something that will make me understand. But like, now is not that time.

             I watched GoF, and I want to waltz with Neville. He's awesome. Liz ships Andy/George but I still love Neville bestest. :D I can't just push him away. And I've tried hard to do it. But I can't. It breaks my heart. >.o